Kutsal duygu, bizi kar\u015f\u0131lamay\u0131 seven \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131nda sabahlar\u0131 \u0131slat\u0131yorsun.
\u201cUwishin\u201d (\u015eaman) bu a\u011flamalar\u0131, insanlara umut ve \u015fifa veren gizemli b\u00fcy\u00fclerle toplar. Siyah ve t\u00fcyl\u00fc burnumu \u0131slatarak, bu an\u0131n kalbine son bir kez bakmak i\u00e7in parlat\u0131yorum. Hayat\u0131n do\u011fdu\u011fu ve ormanda \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yleyen mucizeyi \u00e7izdi\u011fi yer. <\/p>\n
Ve yapraklar ile yorulmak bilmeyen \u00e7ekirgelerin lezzetli m\u0131r\u0131ldanmalar\u0131 aras\u0131nda, sonsuzlu\u011fun ak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla dost oluyorum. Ruhun kutsal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, onun y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn kristaline kadar parlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f elmas. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n dinginli\u011fini kazand\u0131ktan sonra, bizi insan yapan ger\u00e7ek i\u00e7in sava\u015fan sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde, onun ok\u015famas\u0131yla gelen \u015fifay\u0131 bekliyorum. <\/p>\n
Bu ger\u00e7ek hayk\u0131r\u0131yor, ama en g\u00fczel m\u00fczik ve kutsal b\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn aras\u0131nda, insan kalbi seni hat\u0131rlarken titriyor, Arutam (B\u00fcy\u00fck Ruh). Her \u015feyin i\u00e7inde ya\u015fayan sen, y\u0131ld\u0131zlarla uyum i\u00e7inde olanlar\u0131n kalplerinde atan sen. Bu, hi\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenmedi\u011fin ve nas\u0131l unutaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fin bir \u015fey. Hi\u00e7bir yerde saklanmad\u0131: ne zaman, ne de duyular seni ele verebilir. <\/p>\n
Size yakla\u015fan en derin ac\u0131 ve \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcde bile, o kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmadan e\u015fsiz bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k yay\u0131l\u0131r. \u00c7ubuklar\u0131n \u00fczerinde bayku\u015flar\u0131n \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fleri aras\u0131nda, titrek g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131nda kayar. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n Uwishin’in b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcyle \u0131sland\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131slak geceler, hayat\u0131n do\u011fdu\u011fu ve a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde, bize topra\u011f\u0131, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve geceyi hat\u0131rlatan t\u00fcylerin aras\u0131nda, b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmek i\u00e7in. <\/p>\n
B\u00fcy\u00fck Kristal’in i\u00e7inden gelen kutsal b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fc, orman\u0131n yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slat\u0131rken kendi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hareket eder. Onun zengin ok\u015famalar\u0131, yapraklar\u0131n u\u00e7lar\u0131na do\u011fru tatl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde kayarken, \u015eaman’\u0131n i\u00e7inden gelen yank\u0131lar aras\u0131nda son bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc parlar. \u201cYaji\u201d (Ayahuasca’n\u0131n bir bile\u015feni), onu saran g\u00fcc\u00fc hayranl\u0131kla izleyen jaguar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde par\u0131ldarken, t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soluyor. <\/p>\n
Arutam ile konu\u015ftum. O, her \u015feyi kaplayan, her \u015feyi kucaklayan ebedi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla bana cevap verdi. B\u00fcy\u00fck E\u011filime odaklanmak i\u00e7in t\u00fct\u00fcn i\u00e7tim ve sonra kendimi b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Beni dinledi\u011fini biliyorum, ancak her \u015feyin i\u00e7inde olan ve her \u015feyi g\u00f6ren biriyle konu\u015fmak kolay bir i\u015f de\u011fildir: \u00e7ok az ki\u015fi ba\u015farabilir. \u0130nsanlar bu \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan saklanmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenirken, birbirlerinin talihsizlikleri hakk\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcp ge\u00e7erler. <\/p>\n
Arutam’a \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. Beni duydu\u011funu biliyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc olgun alt\u0131n rengi \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatt\u0131 ve Ruh’un alevleri aras\u0131nda t\u00fcyler \u00e7izildi. Y\u00fckseklikte, zirvelerdeki son ormanlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde, kartal u\u00e7u\u015funda \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atarak geliyor. Ama \u015fimdi, size konu\u015furken, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ku\u015flar\u0131n m\u0131r\u0131ldanmas\u0131 benim b\u00fcy\u00fcleyici yuvam. <\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131 daha, en derin sayg\u0131y\u0131 uyand\u0131ran kokuyu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekiyorum. Koyu mavi deniz ve derin titremesi, kalbe elini uzat\u0131yor. Yeni do\u011fan alt\u0131n t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 takip eden kalp. Deniz esintisiyle \u0131slanan g\u00f6zlerimle i\u00e7ini seyrettim, herkesin bekledi\u011fi \u201co\u201d ki\u015fiyi unutarak. Buldu\u011fum \u015fey g\u00fczellikti ve kalbim, bu \u201csessizlik\u201d i\u00e7inde, mutlulukla kayan bu yak\u0131nda gelecek baharda, onun ilahisiyle y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam etti. <\/p>\n
Duygular\u0131n zirvelerinin insan\u0131n damarlar\u0131na, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc destekleyen ta\u015flar\u0131n etraf\u0131na, da\u011flar\u0131 ve vadileri oyarak kristal gibi a\u011flayan mutluluk. Huzur her \u015feyi kaplar ve \u0131slak ay\u0131 burnumda, nefes alan gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dinlenmeyi hissederim. Bir an i\u00e7in, uzaklarda, Arutam’\u0131n f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda r\u00fcya g\u00f6rd\u00fcm… \u015eafakta neredeyse unutuyordum, \u00e7ok fazla insan sa\u00e7ma sapan konu\u015fuyor, Ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n sonsuzlu\u011fundan korkuyorlard\u0131. <\/p>\n
Deniz her nefeste geri d\u00f6ner, \u00f6nce \u00e7ekilir, sonra tekrar titrer. B\u00f6ylece, ne\u015fe dans\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fun \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcr. Ruhun kristali, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, suda ve topra\u011fa var olmak i\u00e7in mutlulukla \u00e7ekilir. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yapra\u011f\u0131 bana e\u015flik eder ve i\u00e7ti\u011fim kristali \u0131slat\u0131r. Sen, her zaman yenilenerek geri d\u00f6nen \u0131\u015f\u0131k. Sen, hi\u00e7bir \u00f6zlemi saklamayan \u0131\u015f\u0131k, insanlara \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00e7eken \u0131\u015f\u0131k. <\/p>\n
Geceler, par\u0131ldayan sonsuzluklar\u0131n\u0131n derinliklerinden a\u011flamaya devam edecek. Bu, her gece, kurtlar\u0131n di\u015fleri aras\u0131nda uluyan ok u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda tekrar tekrar olacak. Zaman\u0131 y\u0131rtarak \u00e7izilen ve beni farkl\u0131 yerlerde transa ge\u00e7iren o ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi r\u00fcyamda g\u00f6rece\u011fim. B\u00f6yle g\u00f6rece\u011fim ve o andan itibaren kararlar\u0131m\u0131 y\u00f6nlendirecek kutsal bir kriteri koruyaca\u011f\u0131m. Bir dahaki sefere kalbim y\u00fcr\u00fcyecek ve ak\u0131ll\u0131ca y\u00fcr\u00fcyecek. Ve O, sadece O, parmaklar\u0131mda zonklayacak, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sevdi\u011fi pen\u00e7elerimi kal\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131racak. <\/p>\n
Yapraklar\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki g\u00f6lge, kartal\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kristalini sulayan g\u00f6lge. Bir\u00e7o\u011fu g\u00f6klerden gelen o tatl\u0131 kristali i\u00e7er, tatl\u0131 kokular\u0131n aras\u0131nda huzur i\u00e7inde ya\u015far. Yapraklar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde ve kabuklar\u0131nda par\u0131ldayan, g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle g\u00f6zlerimi kama\u015ft\u0131ran ayn\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131r. O mucizeyi, r\u00fcyalarda, translarda ve uyan\u0131\u015flarda \u00e7izildi\u011fi gibi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. O, \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131 ve topraklar\u0131 kaplar ve onun bereketi, hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin o kadar \u00f6nemli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamama yard\u0131mc\u0131 olur. <\/p>\n
Gece, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n derin sessizli\u011finde yapraklara \u00e7i\u011f d\u00fc\u015ferken, hava gittik\u00e7e karanl\u0131k, so\u011fuk ve nemli hale gelir. Ye\u015file b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f zirveler al\u00e7alm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ve onlar\u0131 parlatacak \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 severler, sanki topra\u011f\u0131n derinliklerinde hala nemli kalan \u00f6nceki dinlenmenin tatl\u0131 derinli\u011fini hat\u0131rlarlar. Zirvede, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatan \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan beslenenler i\u00e7in bu k\u00f6kleri hayatta tutan tat nedir? <\/p>\n
Sen, a\u011flayan d\u00fcnya, her zaman var olan sevincin etkisiyle hareket eden. Damarlar\u0131nda, denizlere uzanan o ak\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n izleri bulunan, var ya da yok. Sadece bir g\u00f6z k\u0131rpma ve amac\u0131 kutsamak i\u00e7in \u00fc\u00e7 t\u00fcy ile s\u00fcslenmi\u015f \u0131sl\u0131kl\u0131 bir ok. Nihai hedef ne olursa olsun ve ona ne olursa olsun, seni hissederken nefes ald\u0131m. Senin sevgin ve anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 aras\u0131nda kalbim yeterince \u00e7arp\u0131yordu. Her k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feyde ya\u015fayan ve r\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u0131zda \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alan B\u00fcy\u00fck Ruh: T\u00fcylerinden esen sabah r\u00fczgar\u0131, insanlar\u0131n ve hayvanlar\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 nefesleri aras\u0131nda, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki g\u00fcnleri koruyan gizemleri ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r. <\/p>\n
Sevgilerimle\u2026 Arutam Ruym\u00e1n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kutsal duygu, bizi kar\u015f\u0131lamay\u0131 seven \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131nda sabahlar\u0131 \u0131slat\u0131yorsun.\u201cUwishin\u201d (\u015eaman) bu a\u011flamalar\u0131, insanlara umut ve \u015fifa veren gizemli b\u00fcy\u00fclerle toplar. Siyah ve t\u00fcyl\u00fc burnumu \u0131slatarak, bu an\u0131n kalbine son bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":17869,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[227],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17868","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-samanizm-ayahuasca"],"yoast_head":"\n