B\u00fcy\u00fckbabalar\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131, eski \u2026
Sizi koruyaca\u011f\u0131m
as\u0131rlar\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda.
Seni ya\u011f ve re\u00e7ine ile y\u0131kayaca\u011f\u0131m
sanki hayattaym\u0131\u015fs\u0131n gibi,
sanki sadece bir an\u0131 de\u011filmi\u015fsin gibi
i\u00e7ine hayat ve nefes verdi\u011fim,
Arutam\u2019\u0131n \u015fu anda
i\u00e7imde ve \u015fimdi yine yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n
B\u00fcy\u00fckbabalar\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131, eski ah\u015fap\u2026
Adam seni tam da do\u011fru anda kald\u0131rd\u0131
ve sen d\u00fcnyaya geri d\u00f6nmedin.
Seni oymu\u015f ve bilgeli\u011fiyle
nefesinin hat\u0131ralar\u0131nda \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yleyece\u011fi noktalar\u0131 bulmu\u015f.
Bir hayat\u0131n uyumu
bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131
kutsal g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle yans\u0131t\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sen, Arutam,
bedenime Ruh\u2019u \u00fcfle.
Hayat\u0131m \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor
mevsimlerin ge\u00e7i\u015finde,
bu \u00e7ok g\u00fczel.
Senin hat\u0131ralar\u0131n, b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba,
o adam \u00fcfleyip
seni uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, hayat\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcleyecek.
Senin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba,
beyaz sanatlar\u0131n i\u00e7inden akan,
\u015faman\u0131n ellerinde, parmaklar\u0131nda ve t\u00fcylerinde:
Hayat\u0131ma uyum getirecek mi,
her g\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcnde
sonsuz bir m\u00fckemmelli\u011fin uyum i\u00e7inde oldu\u011funu
hat\u0131rlarken?<\/p>\n
Biliyor musunuz? A\u011fa\u00e7lar \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yler.
o melodinin nereden geldi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenmeye
Hi\u00e7 gitmedim
ama \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerler.
\u00c7ok g\u00fczeldir, en sert kabuklar\u0131 onlar\u0131nd\u0131r
ama en tatl\u0131 kan\u0131 onlar saklar
yapraklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, bulut ve \u0131\u015f\u0131k gibi \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alarlar\u2026
G\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 duydunuz mu?
Ben g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, bir ruhtu,
ama parmaklar\u0131 birbirine yap\u0131\u015f\u0131k de\u011fildi:
binlerce \u0131\u015f\u0131k ipli\u011fi, bulutlar ve g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc
\u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclemez bir g\u00fczellikle r\u00fczgarda dans ediyordu.
O kadar hassas ki, sadece rahatlay\u0131p \u00f6\u011freniyorum.
Onlara \u201ct\u00fcyler\u201d ad\u0131n\u0131 verdim. <\/p>\n
Ve atlamay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim,
korkuyu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir uyarana d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmeyi
g\u00fc\u00e7 salmay\u0131.
Kendime g\u00fcvenimi buldum.
\u015eimdi \u015fark\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum ve fl\u00fct\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131yorum,
ama Efendilerimi
sonsuz bir b\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde dinliyorum.<\/p>\n